10.05.05

new page.

new day.

{"i find myself watching you" + "following you with my mind";$}

print:
"making up my own myths about you"
"like..."

start:
if "<"she goes through that door">"
then
"<"she must be going to that place that she works in">"
else
"<"she must be going to that other place where when i follow her I never know where she emerges even though I know where all the other doors are">;"

or
when
"<"you smile anywhere">" or "<"you laugh, where your eyes dance and your lips part and you close your eyes for a fraction of a second as sound escapes your lips">"

goto
"<"my heart stops">"

end.

{"that last part was not a myth - for even as i write this my heart aches inside me and i hold my breath wondering if you will ever read this."}

print:
"shh..."

[author: dahlia holmes]