i woke up at just past 2 a.m. again, face down, across my bed. Next to my head my cell, and my house phone, and a book I've been trying to read, that wouldn't normally take this long except I have been distracted...
distracted by you,
or the lack thereof of you...
It is hard to tell anymore, they have blended together so well.
i feel like i am playing this waiting game,
both of us waiting to see who will outlast the other.
You, whether or not to chalk me up to just another groupie in your long line of...
me, wondering what it will take to change that opinion?
i have decided not to try to change it anymore.
People believe what they want to believe anyway.
It has very little to do with fact, and everything to do with baggage.
We all do it. We all carry baggage.
i have decided instead to just be me, like i have always been,
and You will be you, like you have always been,
and i'll keep believing what i believe...
and maybe belief and truth will one day be the same thing.
- dahlia holmes
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 3:16 a.m.
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